A COUPLE years ago I set to change many things, I chose to be a yes man an kind an respectful man.  It saved me an let me see the world I was unplugged from for so many decades.  However I now see unfortunately humans are intrinsically flawed regardless of their choices.  I find my kindness is wasted on most an battles keep coming.  I will continue my kindness but you will be reviled if you battle me with full force of rage.   We can ignore but not deny our nature for only a while, this is why i sit in silence an walk around with my eyes closed to connect with something better.  The freight train of life has only one trajectory, so quit fuggin around an get off the track if you are not educated or onboard a good thing.